It’s been a panic-stricken few days here at Chez Kay, as things that were supposed to have been approved were not approved and financial arrangements fell through. I though I had run out of options, but my father is bound and determined to get me through this degree and moving on with my life, and I can’t even fathom how I possibly deserve all that he’s given me up to this point, let alone what he’s prepared to do this year so I can finish my education. He tells me not to worry about it and to let him handle it for a few days, because he’s going to figure it out, but of course that’s like telling the rain not to fall.
I’m far from at ease, but I’m continuing to pack and make plans (with some alterations). If things can be accomplished through sheer force of will, this will happen. At the moment, I’m trying to focus on the things that are within my scope of influence–I’m sealing and labelling my boxes, and checking my list to make sure I don’t leave anything vital behind. I’m doing a good job so far of packing things together in some form of organisation… so far.
I’m kind of excited about my kitchen & bathroom (and living room too, really), because things match now so I don’t feel like a straight-out-of-high-school student who’s cobbled together everything that they could find secondhand or pillage from the parents’ house. My first apartment had a white lacquered dining room table, a lot of milk crates as end tables, and a brown-and-orange flowered sofa that my parents bought when they were married in 1972. I didn’t care at the time, and truthfully, I wouldn’t care now if that’s what I was taking with me again, but there is something rather nice about looking at a room that’s your own and having it coordinate and have some form of decor. I’ve been slowly acquiring furniture and other household items since that first place, but most of them have been kept in storage and/or corners of the basement waiting for me, so it didn’t hit me until I started packing that hey, it all goes together.
The apartment decor was a stroke of luck–the kitchen is black & white, and all of my tools/small appliances are red/black/white (very retro), plus, the bathroom is white with gold trim and the bathroom stuff (gifts from my mother–lovely ones, too) is beige with white & gold. My bedroom furniture is a black & mahogany-coloured set I bought a few years ago; parts of it (my computer desk and bookshelves) are going in the living room with the black & mahogany end tables from my parents’ house. The sofa that I’m taking with me, pillaged from the basement here, is black and beige, so even that’ll coordinate. I might have a small streak of interior decorator in me somewhere–I love moving in and unpacking and choosing where things will go.
The cat tree is a violent green and won’t match anything. <3 But the kittens love it, and I’m going to place it near the living room window so they have a comfortable perch.
I went to the work-attire store today to find scrubs and a lab coat, and they had neither that matched the specifications of my course. There’s another store I can check, and I can also order them straight from the college if nothing else works out. I’d be perfectly content to work in scrubs the rest of my career, but it depends on where I work–hospital pharmacies allow scrubs, but most retail pharmacies don’t.
On a knitting-related note, I went to a get-together at the beach last night with the knitting night girls, as it was the LYS’s fourth birthday. There was tons of food, wine, maniacal laughter, and of course knitting. It was such a gorgeous area of the beach, too, at a cottage owned by one of the women on the outer curve of the bay, so that when you look across the water in one direction you can see the faint outline of the Gaspé coast. The other direction is open sea.
To my utter surprise… I got presents! Since I’m leaving. First, there was a lovely little spinning wheel pin. Next, there was a skein of Fleece Artist merino in gorgeous rainbow colours. Last, there was an awesome spiral-bound knitting design journal–it has pages for writing up patterns, little sketch templates to draw designs, and chart paper that’s not square, but is proportioned like knitting stitches are.
Okay, it’s about time for me to be settling in–tomorrow is the start of my last stretch of work. Five days from now, I’ll be done.
On a final note, I have my new address now if anyone wants/needs it.